Past and Present...

So, I have a visitor coming this weekend and I find myself so damn nervous I can't focus or stop watching the clock all week. What is the big deal? Just someone I dated for like, a month....five years ago. Drat! I mean, is it because I am excited to have conversation with someone I can relate to on so many levels? Is it because I just stink at this dating thing anymore? I don't know but this weekend is rolling at me like a freight train. I knew 2006 would be interesting....

Letting go in the end.....

Today I had a strange thought in a strange moment. I glanced at a picture of my once whole heartedly loved wife.....and felt nothing. No anger, no pain and no regrets. Of course, I am still sad a bit because something that huge that ends is just sad. Just is. But, she is not what I want. She cannot be my forever friend. Is there anyone who could be, yes.

See, if it were not for my ex, I would not have a new life, in a new town surrounded by new friends and have a great job. So c'mon Ms. forever....where are you?

Old School, Schooling the Friends

Ouch, why did I do that? As I sit and breathe I am hung over as all hell. Went out with some old friends of mine I have known since first grade. I kinda schooled them. What?! These guys used to drink me under the table. Shit, I was taking shots even!! One of them would not do it. The other went home on us between local changes.....guess they are getting to old. Maybe I need to knock it off..Ah well...gotta run and take a hang-over poo. eek!

So long from Coos Bay OR

Get a myspace room!

Yes yes now, time for a post however I am unsure of what speak to. Hmmmm, what about the fact that some folks on myspace may well be in love. People, if you live together, don't make matching sites that almost fuck each other on the web! Everyone doesn't need the wealth of your love seed all over our cyber hang out spot. Shit sakes. I leave you now with the words of Jimmy Volmer.

I'm down like a clown Charlie Bro....Down like a clown Charlie Brhooho....Down like a clown charlie Brahohahahoo..........down like a clown Charlie Brown.